CemeteryI stand there,Looking on at all the graves in the distance, No one to visit them, I the waves of grey graves,I see yours.Wishing, Wanting, Waiting.The Flowers feel heavy in my hands,I can no longer bear it.The wind gives an eerie call,I tremble.I wish you were here with me,I want you by my side,I am waiting for my heart to be whole again.Wishing, Wanting, Waiting.
Your death shall build no fortress hereYour death shall build no fortress here,Where I have underdug the fieldsAnd scattered fearless batter rams.Your death shall build no fortress here.We'll flee its path and seek refugeIn forest moss, lush greeneryAnd climb the high trees, if we must.Your death shall build no fortress here.To shun mankind, we'll become birdsTo sing each other soothing tunes;To make forget the howling herd.Your death shall build no fortress here.And when we'll die, then let them search;Collect our souls, they'll find them not.Far from those wolves, again, we'll perch.Your death shall build no fortress here.
The CarpenterI damn you, demon,You chanter of black incantations;Carpenter of funeral gowns.Why have you clad me not?Am I too loud a posture to drownIn the quiet of your dark cashmere?Or are your services reservedFor young girls with the shiny eyes?I'll not ask you to carry me;I'll swim your river unaided.I'll not ask you to open gates;Just not to close them when you leave.I'll sing your praises, louder than hers,If only you'll let me stalk your shady gondola.
SuicideWhen I watch a busy streetI dream of each carColliding with my bodyIs that wrong?When I ShowerI dream of the warm waterentering my mouthEngulfing my lungsIs that wrong?When I take my medicationI dream of downing them allSending me into an everlasting sleepIs that wrong?When i'm walking across a bridgeI dream of jumping off the sideAlthough I can't swimIs that wrong?When I am cutting up vegtablesI dream of slicing my throatFrom left to rightIs that wrong?SuicideI obsess over itI'm infactuated by itIt detirmanes my every moveMy every wordMy every breathAnd yetI'm completely fine with that
Darling DaughterI often wonder what she would've looked likeI know it was gonna be a girlI've always wanted two girls and one boyThe boy being the youngestPerhaps I'm being foolishDreaming about the futureBut you already made this future happenWe made this future happenYou and meShe would have your eyesYour magnificent green eyesAnd strawberry blond hairHer dimples would be faintAnd her smile would be perfectShe would've been tallNot too tall, but not too short eitherReading would've been her favourite hobbyShe would've loved everything we loveShe would've been just like usThere would've only been one differenceOur dau
Broken PromisesTears flood my eyeswhile I tremblewithin the cornerof my roomHolding my legstightly to my chestrelying on the comfortHe said he loved meThe tears flow fastera pain engulfing my bodywhile I cradle myselfFaster, FasterNumbness revealing itselfas my head slams againstthe hard wallMemories taking my mindcausing a horrible painTo overwhelm my heartTime's when I really, trulywas happyBut those memoriesThose timesare so far awayTOO far awaythe thought of happiness nowMakes me snort in disbeliefHappiness?Yeah right.I no longer believe in such pettythingslaying my forehead against my kneesI
KarmaA cortege of peopleSwarm the streetseach with their own problemsTheir own places to beand yet here I standfrozen within this procellous timeThey race around quicklywhile I watch from afarThe gun in my handwhile you lay silentlyon the streetsScarlet surrounding youslowly seepingMy lips twitch silentlyinto an awkward smirkfinallymy job is donemy hands shake slightlyas I raise the gunThe people swarmingaround you to seeif your still alivehowever, you lay lifelessa single gun woundIn your chestit penetrated your heartstopping itClosing my eyesI think to myselfKarma finally got youSmirk
The war of Tian An Men The warCrack,crack,crackgunfire soundspeople at my backfall to the groundScreams ring outDeafened by gunsThe P.L.A shoutAnd kills who runsMany of us standReady to fightNo guns in handonly words and mightPeople are dyingWhile citizens stareSome are tryingto save who's thereIt takes much braveryTo fight for whats rightfrom morals to slaveryto stand and fightThe horrors i've seenIt just wasn't fairRed covers green1989 at Tian An Men square
Thin ice Thin IceHere i am stayingOn a sheet of iceThe sky is greyingand becomming not so niceEveryone i knowI always push awaySo this me will not showSo on this ice I will stayI want to stay completely aloneOn this thin and clear coverIt is my comfort zoneThere'll never be anotherSuddenly the ice breaksI try to grab a holdBut for me its to lateI wish i had been boldI have to breathBut i can not feelAll i recieveIs freezing liquid steelSo now i am dyingThink as you mayI would be lyingIf i said i didn't want to staySo now im drowning in my sorrowsIn every single tear i criedThere is no tomo
Daddy's GirlFive years oldholding her fathers handWalking in the chilling coldAlthough he does all he canNo memories of her motherDue to a killer named cancerNothing could stop herShe wanted to be a dancerNow ten years passthe girl holds her daddy's handUnable to pay for gasher father still doing all he caninstead of hanging with her peersshe works everydayFull of unspoken fearsOf all the bills to payafter work one nightshe drives home lateShe made a rightshe met her horrible fateThe impact so dangerously greatIt thrust her into the sandwhile her father had to waitshe held a foreign stranger's handCovered i
DeathI stared,teary eyedat the casketbefore me.there he layhis arms crossedpeacefullynever againto feel the painof this world.I begin to crywhile it stingsmy pale cheeks He's gone nownever to returnI will never againSee his comfortingsmileI will never againhear his amused laughOr his dry jokesNever to feel hiscomforting gripNor his shining eye'sDeath,such a permanent thingthat causes much painto the loved one'ssomething that willinstantly freezeLife as we know it.We will never againsee the one's we've lostand yet.Life goes onBut not becausewe've moved onand not becausewe'v
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